I'm Okay

i don't know why you guys will know my blog.. i really really no idea why you guys want to read it.. if you feeling not good you can take it as nothing.. i didn't want you or ask you to take it seriously.. i just wrote out my feeling.. i will wrote this kind of thing just because i can't take it anymore.. i just want to vent it out.. if not i really really will be very suffer.. i wrote out my things just because i'm still remember.. i didn't mean want he also remembrance it.. I DIDN'T ASK!! i know you are shooting on me.. but please.. don't misunderstand okay!! all i wrote i'm just mean nothing.. i have no others meaning.. i know you also feeling not good.. but you though i'm feeling good?!! no!!!! i cant put it down!! even i'd try so many time.. i don't know why.. i admit that i really still have feel with him.. but i'm not and didn't asking him to come back my side!! the relationship between he and i are just such good friend.. i will not break this relation with him.. never ever.. i'm content with this relation.. i didn't ask more from this.. i'm enough.. i just want him will remember me.. look me as his good friend then I'M ENOUGH!! really enough.. you do not need to worry about.. you mind at ease.. i will not break this chain.. NEVER!! please leave me away.. don't try to hurt me.. i really really can't take it anymore.. please.. and please let me go well with some.. i'm now very fragile.. please don't hurt me anymore. . . . . . . . . . .

仅属回忆

你～我深爱的人，曾经相爱过，曾经相恋过，却因某些幼稚的原因而分开了…我如此的难过，哭了一遍又一遍，虽是我提起的，但你也却毫不犹豫的答应我…其实你知道吗…我内心是多么希望你会挽回我，我在内心深处呐喊，你却一点也听不见…
如今回想起我们在一起的日子，虽然有吵有泪，但也蛮甜蜜的…在一起的时候，我总是埋怨你不关心我，你不在乎我，但其实，现在想回去，你是多么关心我，多么在乎我。你怕我受伤，所以不让我做危险性的东西…你怕我饿了，所以一直重复的问我吃了没有…你怕我生病，所以一直叫我多喝水，注意饮食，照顾身体。记得有一次，我烫伤了手，你什么都不管的就跑到我身边来，问我怎样了，还叫我把手给你…但那时我却叫你走开，不过其实我心中是多么希望你来关心我，但我也不想让你知道…
有时候，我们还会为了一些鸡毛栓皮的事情吵架…比如，我看见你泡妞，我就和你闹脾气…不然就是，你看见我和另一个男生很要好，你就吃醋不理我…小气，你不知道我是爱你的吗…笨蛋！记得有几次，我们闹得很大，我几乎天天都在哭，连你的兄弟都知道，但你却不知道，我的心都碎了…不过后来，不知怎么搞的，我们就和好了…然后一直在聊，明确说应该是解释，情侣吵架都是双方的不对，所以我们很快就化开了…
你知道吗～我喜欢轻轻地握着你的手，然后睡在你的肩膀。你知道吗～我更喜欢当我说我累了的时候，你就一把的把我拉到你旁边睡在你的肩膀。我喜欢你的很对很多…但我爱你更多更多…
之前分手只因为不够了解你，现在了解了却不能重来…
算了，我写出来并不是想挽回什么，我只是想把我心中的一切说出来，也许，因为这样我就能潇洒的解脱，再也没有遗憾… 但我还是想让你知道，我对你是真的，我很的很爱很爱你。。